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Dia Positief

>What a lazy day. Was in bed till about four. Slept long and great. But right now I feel as if I am a walrus. I ate so much that I couldn’t eat all day and when I got hungry I ate the rest of yesterday’s greasy left overs and finished them all.

So the plan is to do a cleaning and cleansing at the beginning of the new year for about 6 weeks. I will just eat fruits and some kind of porridge of oats and millet.
I also intend to use my crosstrainer with a fat burning programm and use my total gym.
I am excited and scared but I am so overweight it doesn’t feel funny anymore. In a way I hope to be as beautiful as I was when I was 22 and I can not yet accept I will not be at least not in this lifetime. Actually I don’t think I was ever pleased with the way I looked, also not when I was 22 where as now I think I was stunning.
This is probably due to the fact that I am born a woman and I think with the birth as woman it is inherited never to like the way we look.

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Ik ben geboren in de jaren vijftig, ontdekte wie ik was in de jaren zestig, vond in de jaren zeventig mijn identiteit, gooide die af in de jaren tachtig, overleefde de jaren negentig, vond mijn ware zelf en werd boeddhist in de jaren nul. In de jaren tien begon ik met het organiseren van een vrolijk zwemevenement in de Amstel en haalde ik mijn zwemtrainersdiploma’s. Dat ging door in de jaren twintig. In het jaar dat ik zeventig word ga ik gewoon door. En word ik je lesbische oma.

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